Having sex with a young looking guy is not illegal, the narrator tells us. It's just that he doesn't like the way it's done. He's worried that the sex is going to hurt him, but he's also worried that he'll have to stop if he wants to continue. He tells us that he just got the "tip" of the tip in his pant, and he can't push it out of the way. He says that he can feel the pant "pulsing" and "screaming" like a dream. He wonders if this is because the guy calls his name "Riku" . The narrator says that after he leaves, he needs to contact him again, even if he only has sex once in a while. He asks if she's back in the New Year, and she says that she is. She tells him that she didn't return to the States for the holidays last year because her family was so busy, but that she'll go back to Japan in a week. She asks if he'd like to come too, but she says no. She's too busy to think about it.