The narrator complains about how much he's been forced to drink. He's so drunk that he can't even move his mouth. He tries to hold the mixture in his mouth, but it's too much. He starts to cry, and the narrator tells him to rub the mixture to make sure it doesn't get too hot. The narrator says he'll just do it himself, and then he starts to wheeze again. He says he wants more, and that's when he remembers that he was once in a "living hell" . He thinks that if she keeps doing this to him, he could really die. He asks if she let him go, and she says she did, but that she didn't have enough energy to lift her finger. She says she's not sure if she believes him, because she hasn't experienced it yet, but she does know how he feels.