In this short scene, we learn that the sadist's training plan condition is no way he's going to "lick me there" . He's just trying to be "brutal no" , but the narrator doesn't care. He just wants to hear what you've got to say. The sadist says he'll do whatever you want to do with him. He wants to know if you're "tight pretty ah" ! The narrator says he thought he was going to wait a bit, but then realizes that he'd rather "stretch past your limits" than be "stretched beyond your limits." He says he wants to "swallow" and "suck" and then "prick" and so on and so forth. The narrator feels "so strange" and his "body feels so hot" that he can't even breathe. Finally, he says, "my body feels so weird" and he feels like "everything looks so bright, lick lick lick ! . . my body feels hot ! my head feels totally blank ! drip ! slide ! totally blank ... . drip ... slide ... totally blank...