"Why am I being dotted on Mr. pervert" , the narrator asks himself, "by now that I think about it" . He realizes that they're in the middle of a sexual encounter and wonders if they should stop. He's also worried about the fact that he's not wearing any "cute" underwear, so he can't really see what's going on around him. He also worries about what the "dirty" part of his body will be like if he touches him directly. He wonders if he'll be able to get away with it. He asks if the "slick twitch" of the kiss will make him nervous, and he wonders if it'll make his heart beat faster. He then wonders if his hand is "a little shaky" because he didn't "put it on right" when he kissed her. He feels like he has finally had his "first time" with manata, and it's "a good thing" because it makes him happy.