The chapter opens with a soliloquy by Hiroshi, the narrator of the previous chapter. Hiroshi tells his friend that he is in love with shin and wishes he could "put it inside" of him. He tells Hiroshi that he wants to "melt squelch" of his feelings for shin, but he can't because his voice is so "sucked deep inside" . He says that he feels as though he is "making a lewd thrust" of love for his friend. He adds that he wishes they could spend their days together and "go on dates" and that he would come over whenever he wanted to see him . When Hiroshi says that they would never have been together if he hadn't been a student, Hiroshi replies that he and he are different people and that they wouldn't even be together if they weren't. He goes on to say that just being with him for the time they had together has brought him such happiness, and that now his dick is "in raptures" , and he wishes that he could just "dump" his love for shin once he graduates and finds a job.
The chapter opens with a soliloquy by Hiroshi, the narrator of the previous chapter. Hiroshi tells his friend that he is in love with shin and wishes he could "put it inside" of him. He tells Hiroshi that he wants to "melt squelch" of his feelings for shin, but he can't because his voice is so "sucked deep inside" . He says that he feels as though he is "making a lewd thrust" of love for his friend. He adds that he wishes they could spend their days together and "go on dates" and that he would come over whenever he wanted to see him . When Hiroshi says that they would never have been together if he hadn't been a student, Hiroshi replies that he and he are different people and that they wouldn't even be together if they weren't. He goes on to say that just being with him for the time they had together has brought him such happiness, and that now his dick is "in raptures" , and he wishes that he could just "dump" his love for shin once he graduates and finds a job.