In this chapter, the reader is taken back to the beginning of the novel, when the narrator asks the reader what is wrong with him. He asks what is the matter, and the narrator tells him that he is always angry and vengeful. He tells the reader that he has been worried about her, and that she never doubts his feelings for her. The narrator asks what he would do if he had the chance to make things he would love back, and he tells her that he would make things that were bigger than he is, and then he would be able to tell if they were true. He says that he wants her to promise that if she does not promise to love him for thirty years, she will have to spend the rest of her life hating him.