The narrator tells us that he's just lost everything, and that's why he decided to do what he did. He's full of confidence and meeting space, and he knows that if his way is wrong all the time, he'll do something different. The narrator says that he saw this kid a lot as a kid when he was a student, and slaps him for being so stupid. He says that what he wants is to be commanded, to do anything. First, he says, he wants to suck. He doesn't know how a nerd can do this, but he does know that he can't adapt to this situation so quickly. He asks if hyung is totally stupid, and smirks that he was worried about nothing. He also says that slapping him was like slapping a model student who got their first cigarette and turned crooked. What hyung wants, the narrator says, is "to be commanded" . He wants to be told to "do anything" , but slap him for doing so. He tells him that he will make him regret it, and says that next time he will try his best to not spill it. He squeezes on his pants, but it hurts, so he has to squeeze on some lotion to make it feel better. He then asks if he can squeeze on a bigger one, but the one he squeezes is still tight. He has to pinch it to make sure it's not too tight, and then he asks if someone has asked him to give him the lotion. He knows that someone asked him