This chapter is all about the virgin's reaction to her first kiss with a boy. She's super-confident, but she can't resist the temptation to slip and grab the boy's penis. The penis squeeze is bad, she says, but it's better than when she's doing it alone. She says that the penis feels "dick" , which makes her feel " dizzy" . She thinks that this is her first time doing anything sexual, and that the kiss is the worst thing that's ever happened to her.