Hirokazu replies that he's fine with the fact that his father is mad at him. He's not going to let his feelings get in the way of his friendship with his father. He tells his father that he wishes he could be a part of his family, but that he can't bear to admit his feelings. He says that everyone keeps their feelings "bottled up inside" , and that's why it's so hard for him to get over his crush. He asks his father to pretend that he never wanted to be part of their family, and he says he'll pretend that it never happened. He also says that love is something that he falls into, and not something he starts. He wants to be able to talk to his father about it, but he can tell that he is being manipulative. He calls his father a "flop" and says that he looks forward to when their hands become "skin and bone" .