The narrator says that the girl is amazing. She keeps pressing the "first no" on the boy. He cannot attack back. He is a "human baby" not a "reservoir like you" . The narrator tells us that she is not sad with her short life, but there is something she regrets: leaving the others alone. She doesn't want them to feel lonely, she says, but if they can stay with them, then she's glad they'll all be alone again. She's not sure why she changed the subject, but she knows it's because the girl reminds her of her.