That year, after recovering from his wound, Victor goes back to school and starts studying again. He wonders how long Hero Cui has been involved in this stuff, and wonders if he would like some of his books. He feels like that was his fault, for he just thought about leaving for himself without worrying about his old friends. At times, Hero Cui quietly watched from another place, but he doesn't want to find out what happened between him and his friends. He's afraid they hid something from him since high school, and he doesn want to know why. If the solution to his problem were to kill someone, he says, others would only see how indifferent he is, how unemotional he is. But who knows how he really feels when he does not even tell anyone. Can the police know out? You hate them a bit, don't you? It can't be helped, says the narrator. hatred is a very common motive for murder, and after one is old, they will realize that there are certain things that one cannot hate even when they want to. Sob sob. men have their bitterness. The narrator tells Victor to act like he's the real murderer, not the one who killed him. He tells him to hold his hands, stop looking, and call the doctor. He wants to know what's going on. Zhao ri tu and the ancestors disappeared.